My Life

Going through some emotions

30/10/2015 /

Holding on
I used to write poetry so I carried a pen and notepad because words would come to me anywhere and anytime, but now I don’t remember the last time I wrote poetry. Then I took a photography attended a few courses I was really into it, then again I got bored. I have also started a few blogs which I later lost in and this one is the longest have been active on a blog and that feeling of being bored and losing interest is slowly creeping in I feel like everything I do I end up burning up.

Been going through some emotions which I cannot explain and I feel purposeless and I want more I mean there has to be more to life than just being a receptionist, wife and mother right. I look around me everyone seems to be having the time of their life and me not so much I am an introvert that gets easily bored.

I feel stuck like I can’t move forward or backwards. Just feel like everything is like a war zone you know it never ends its one battlefield after another and I am slowly giving up its getting harder to keep my head above water. When does it end and when will my hard work pay off? Now that’s questions I don’t have answers for.
I heard this song just the other day it was just what I needed lights will guide you home, I hope I will find my light that will guide me home its a powerful song by Coldplay Fix you.

When you try your best, but you don’t succeed
When you get what you want, but not what you need
When you feel so tired, but you can’t sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
When you love someone, but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you’re too in love to let it go
But if you never try you’ll never know
Just what you’re worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face and I
Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face and I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Hannah Spannah Coco Banana

A Bit Of Everything

A Bit Of Everything
Post Views: 681

A South African bloggers that enjoys sharing her experiences whether about a product or good/bad customer service. I started Ferocious Haven at the end of 2014 , now Life and Mo. I write about beauty products, product reviews , parenting journey and challenges and life and achieving personal finance.

12 Comments

  • Elaine @ Entertaining Elliot

    31/10/2015 at 11:52 pm Reply

    I love that Coldplay song and it really gives me the chills when I actually listen to the words. Just wanted to comment and say that I hope things turn a corner for you soon. It might seem like everyone else is having the time of their lives but they might just be very good at hiding how they are really feeling! Sending you best wishes xx #findtribe

  • Hannah Atkinson

    02/11/2015 at 6:18 pm Reply

    Oh, you can feel so lonely, even when you’re surrounded by people and your post made me feel a bit sad. I’m sure you have purpose- you’re actually bossing three different roles right now. That’s a major accomplishment. That’s two more than me. Take a break for anything that you don’t feel interested in and just do whatever you feel like doing. You’ll get where you want to be without realising. Thanks for linking to #findtribe

  • Sue @ Crushingcinders

    03/11/2015 at 9:30 am Reply

    Hang in there I’ve been there and know it can feel like it lasts forever, but it won’t the right path will open up – probably when you least expect it. Remember you are not alone :).

    I love this song and your header image is beautiful.
    Take care

    • Moipone Islam

      03/11/2015 at 9:53 am Reply

      Hi Sue

      Thank you I feel much better knowing that I am not the only one going through this phase of madness and that its normal I really appreciate it

      Thank you and thank you for visiting and taking the time to comment xoxo

  • The Blog Centre

    03/11/2015 at 5:32 pm Reply

    You have such a beautiful daughter, your life definitely isn’t purposeless, but at this time of the year many people seem to have this same feeling and some have named it Novemberitis – here is wishing that you kick Novemberitis and get your Mojo back. You have a great blog maybe take a break for awhile, but don’t delete it and always remember people only show the cropped Instagram part of their lives and not the full picture.
    Thanks for linking with #ShowcaseTuesday

Leave a Reply

Your email address will not be published. Required fields are marked *

css.php